job interview

[erniej]

Hi,

I have a job interview in a couple of hours and I'm a mess. I haven't worked in three years due to depression and anxiety. I'm on medication but that only seems to help if I'm not looking for a job. I am also being treated for Adult ADD. One of my symptons of the ADD is an intense fear of job boredom.

The interview is for a part time drafter but the job is really for an entry level drafter and will not present me with any challenge. The thought of working even a part time job sends me into a panic.

This all started about 4 years ago after my father died. I'm a 54 year old male. I became depressed and lost interest in everything. I tried to start a home business so I wouldn't have to go back to work but that didn't work out.

I am extreemly depressed and feel like I'm backed into a corner.

Thanks

EBJ